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farmergirl139, March 20th, 2017, 5:51 pm     Reply


Silver Eevee, March 20th, 2017, 5:52 pm     Reply

Eon, please, you know that we all truly care about you, but for now, I will respect your wishes. goodbye, friend.

BowtheSylveon (Guest), March 20th, 2017, 6:25 pm     Reply

Even before I come back...
Well, go your own way.
I hope we will meet again on this Internent.
I wish you good luck.
Goodbye, Mother.

SFXUmbreon!!!!!!!!!!, March 20th, 2017, 6:35 pm     Reply

Well....Ive failed my job to make others feel better....so..um....Goodbye....friend

Woo, March 20th, 2017, 6:38 pm     Reply

Stay strong, pal. I wish you the best.

9rainbowtails, March 20th, 2017, 6:48 pm     Reply


HarrisonButterGem, March 20th, 2017, 7:04 pm     Reply

*Preps the shovel*

Call me Dampe. I'm a Grave Keeper. WE'RE GETTIN' A MASS BURIAL TONIGHT!

Hyperjade, March 20th, 2017, 7:07 pm     Reply

If there's one thing I think I will never truly understand, it is how to counsel someone on the internet.

In real life, if one sees a friend or anyone else, even if they don't know them, in pain, and do NOT know how to help them, the best thing to do is usually finding a responsible person who has been depressed and has received working counseling, or someone who otherwise knows what they are doing. Whether the person accepts what you've done to try to help them or not is up to them.

But on the internet... I don't know where you could get that, and the best chance is to for one to do it themselves, try to, or refrain and allow someone in a similar position to do counsel based on experience. My biggest fear is that in the effort to provide my own counsel on the subject using my logic, that anyone who did made the problem worse.

If I made things worse, somehow, considering my... Timing, I deeply apologize. And no matter what happens, I wish the best for you in the future. Good luck, EeveeEon.

9rainbowtails, March 20th, 2017, 7:19 pm     Reply

Will you still comment and read other comics?

WildfireK, March 20th, 2017, 8:24 pm     Reply

A kitchen sink to me
Is not a kitchen sink to you
And whatever you think is best
Is what I will let you do

And I never knew your name
And I'll never understand
But this is about you
Your wish is my command

And I'm not going to pretend
I know what to say
If this really is the end
Then I won't make you stay

And you can take this comic down
And this delete this comment too
You can take it out on me
Or not, if you choose

If you don't want my sympathy
Then throw this on the floor
Goodbye, fair stranger
Will you close the door?

boiseboo, March 20th, 2017, 9:15 pm     Reply

fine. but for the record I say random shit like "I love you" to strangers just to make them smile. I'm known for going up to random people and giving them a hug just because they looked sad. As for you, I wont say "I'll miss you" or "don't go" or anything like like. It's obvious you hate it and I can understand that. But you should know that we do know you. or at least have an idea of what you're like. As a fellow writer and a passionate reader, I can tell you that if there is one thing that always shines through of the authors when it comes to their stories, it's their personality. How do you think people tell books apart by who wrote them without looking at the author, how do you think an author will actually make a good story? It isn't just the words, nor is it the pictures, it is the feeling written between the lines. You should know that, being an author yourself. Do what ever you want, I don't care. If it were me, I'd stop pouting like a baby, get off my lazy ass, and put some of that emotion onto the paper. But hey, it's like you said. I don't really know you right? I don't know what your going through and I can't make any guesses as to what is in your heart (though I could if you would update more). I will say that you had a really good start though. Have a good life, and even if you can't stand this story I hope you don't stop writing. You're a pretty decent writer. bye.

Umbreon/MegaAbsol, March 20th, 2017, 10:00 pm     Reply

Oh well

Thanks for what you did give us, even if it ends here

flare (Guest), March 20th, 2017, 10:21 pm     Reply

okay i do like your art and stuff but i was hopeing you could finish the last bit please but i cant fors you im just anther person *sigh* bye EeveeEon live a bedder life without use

yolo4ever, March 20th, 2017, 11:38 pm     Reply

@EeveeEon: I'm just here wonderin' what the F**K is happening and why one of my fav artist are leaving, now look your a stranger to me and I'm a stranger to you, but please don't leave us.
Now I've been on an emotinal rollarcoaster this week, I've been happy, sad, angry, confused and sad again.
If you need me I'll be huddled crying in the back of my room, hugging the trash can.

ShadowStalker1128, March 21st, 2017, 7:05 am     Reply

Alright, I respect your choice. Thanks for what you gave us, and I wish you the best.

WiispNightmare, March 21st, 2017, 7:19 am     Reply

...Well Eon, I'm sure nothing I can say will change your mind at this point.

Maybe you can't understand it but you were one of my greatest friends on here.
Almost like a sister, really.
I suppose it's just me being sentimental and you don't feel the same but I will most definitely miss you.
I'm sorry you feel this way.
I'm also sorry we were both busy (and lazy) and Sophie and Peri never got a chance to be the comedy we dreamed of.

I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do after this.
If you ever don't know what to do I'm sure you could write something astounding if you put your heart into it.
Bye, Eon.

WiispNightmare, March 21st, 2017, 7:28 am     Reply

RioBlitzle, March 21st, 2017, 7:54 am     Reply


I know you don't want apologies, sympathy, love, or remembrance. You want to move on. You want us to forget you, you want to forget us.

But I'll still here. I've known you for 2 years, and even if you think you've hurt others, I can promise from experience that you've never hurt me. Not truly. And I don't see how you could.

You don't want sympathy or sorrow.

So I'm going to express gratitude instead.

Thanks for the memories. Thanks for an amazing two years. It's been like an adventure for me, and even if it wasn't fun for you, know there are several people who have enjoyed the times. similarly to how I couldn't enjoy the older pages of SPPC when other people could somehow see the good in them, and love them, I've enjoyed TEA. And yeah, maybe the older pages are pretty bad, but it's been a fun journey, has it not? Every artist starts out pretty bad! And while your art is far better now, it serves to show how far you've come! How far we've all come!

So no, it's not going to be 'better for me' to forget about you, even if you think it is. the best thing for me, and for everyone else at this point, is to look back, and think about how much I've loved the time when we were friends. The memories!

I can respect your choice of moving on. I hope you can respect mine of moving on happily. Even if you think they're a lie, I love the memories of the Beatriz that was my friend, that talked to me and laughed with me, and helped me grow as the person I am today. Cause holy shit, have I grown. So uh, I guess this is goodbye? And parting hurts, but the hurt can be lessened if you part with remembrance and hope.

Maybe you'll forget me one day, when we're all old. Maybe I'll run into you as an adult one day, and we can reshare happy memories. But for now,

Goodbye, friend.

espeon8812, March 21st, 2017, 5:29 pm     Reply

@EeveeEon: OKAY FREN

I swear this does have something to do with

42Meep, March 21st, 2017, 7:49 pm     Reply

I'm gonna keep this favorited in case you ever decide to come back and finish one of if not the estimate Eevee webcomic on Smackjeeves.

SparkySharkhead, March 21st, 2017, 10:20 pm     Reply

@EeveeEon Stay strong Eon, you'll get through this, TEA will be greatly remembered even as you depart. I know you don't want sympathy, but here's a thanks for being a great inspiration and a friend. The times everybody was together, the streams you set up, the creations you've made, it was amazing.

Hey, good luck out there, you got a bunch of friends and fans cheering you on for you to find what you are looking for. Spirit, adventure, motivation, happiness, help, I don't know what you wish to find but it's out there, you can find it no doubt about it.
I don'the know if your really gonna come back to TEA or move on, but best wishes!

Eevee (Guest), March 25th, 2017, 3:22 pm     Reply

Can you make more

Guest, March 25th, 2017, 6:02 pm     Reply

Jesus Christ

Sky207, March 25th, 2017, 7:33 pm     Reply


DustyUmbreon, March 26th, 2017, 8:52 am     Reply

Thanks for being a great friend
i couldnt find the author comment but from all the other comments. i suppose your leaving. sorry i never talked much but thanks for being one of my good friends. stay strong -Dusty Takatoshima Maku

HollyTheFluffyCat, March 28th, 2017, 5:12 am     Reply

Well...This is it. No more TEA.

To be honest, I'm a little angry. Why do you call this "hell to your eyes?" This comic was by far one of my favorites. And pretending to care? Eon, we're not faking. We're really worried about you. You can't just cut to solve your problems. That's not how it works. If you don't want sympathy, fine by me. This is your choice. But you can't tell me to not say anything. I'm sorry, but you can't command me.

Look around at this comment section. Almost all of us are saying something about the matter, because we care. We care, Eon. How hard is that to believe? I know this is probably sounding stupid and rude, especially considering you don't even care. But we're trying to help you! Okay! Just... accept it.

I just wanted to say : Congrats. You officially made me go through a million negative emotions in less than one minute. You broke my heart in two. You say you don't want us to care. You don't want us to love you. And you know what? Fine. If it'll make you happy, I'll do it. For you. Because you don't want us to remember you, or care, or have sympathy. You just want us to forget, you just want to hide from what you've created. I understand. I'll forget about this.


I'll do it for you. This is the last thing I'm going to write on this comic, last time I'll talk to you about this. Just remember. You deserve better, Eon. You deserve better.

You probably didn't even read this, did you. To be honest, I don't care anymore. I just wanted to say this so that at least somebody can see this. I'm not going to shower you in sympathy like most of the other comments. I'm agreeing. But you probably don't care. Nobody probably does care about this comment. And even if nobody cares, I don't care. I'm still writing this. Eon. Goodbye. I wished this would end differently, but this is your choice. Your command. Your wish.

Not mine.


Do you ever...
Do you ever just look back on what you've done..

And think about how disgusting the thing you did is?


I'm a fucking idiot
I don't know if anybody is gonna read this
But I don't care

Treating you like shit when you have so many more problems that I have?

And then pretending it never happened?
I'm a real hero, aren't I?

It's better....
If I keep my mouth shut

I'm a horrible person
I'm so sorry


im a horrible person

i shouldnt have done this
my mind is such a vile and convoluted place

im sorry

I should have said this earlier... but I was too much of a COWARD

no, it's allll about you holly
you don't even deserve that name

it's all about you

the world circles you and your first world problems, right?
you're disgusting
but it seems like you already know that


i wish I could actually help someone

instead of ruining them
im sorry


oh look
the attention whore is back

run before this idiot tries to talk
run before she ruins you
before she ruins your life


lets go back to my self hatred
im such a hypocrite

"you can't cut to solve your problems" i say

"thats not how it works" i whine

and then a month or two later i bring a razor to my wrist

no, but that was just me craving to get attention
i don't have real problems

recently the only self harm ive been doing is stupid
using plastic


the one wrapped around shoelaces
i carve words
and x's

to remind me im never gonna be worth anything

kate please

help me

i need HELP

no, no noo
i deserve this

....and yet

i still want you to love me

is that really as hard..
as i paint it to be?

im sorry kate
for ruining you

you shouldn't ever have to feel like you have a need to self harm
to slam your fists against yourself as a punishment

people shouldn't make fun of that
and yet they did

but really im the villian here

im sorry kate
im sorry eon
im sorry everyone

i sometimes wish that
i could get the courage
to get help

i know there's something wrong with me


but im a coward

nothings wrong with me im just pretending to have a mental ilness to get pity

im a liar


im sorry
for bothering all of you
im so sorry





I suck

and yeah

I’m not harming myself as much

so I guess I’m better a bit

but of course my mind won’t shut up



so yeah

kate is nice

I know she doesn’t and will never love me

but I still love her


the song “the dark days are over” is playing right now

i guess



I’m not in the clear

this godamn fucking bullshit every time

I’m happy

happyish at least

then one small thing changes and I’m back to hell again


oh well

I’ll enjoy this facade while it lasts
although I don’t deserve it


why am i back? i dont know.

i just wanted to say....something.

kate and i are almost friends now

and while i do feel much happier there are still moments which i feel like

i just want to die

take tuesday for example

i cried like 5 times that day

woke up wednesday morning and just felt a hollow sadness

i didn't want to self harm anymore

no, i wanted to die

my entire body was just bracing itself to feel the sweet release of death

and that scared me. it scared me a lot.

luckily, i got over that point.

thursday brought me back to happiness

i mean, its probably going to tumble down again, but it won't be as day as that bitter morning

i dont think anything could come close to that kind of pain

so yeah

thanks for reading this long ass comment

i should just end it here, ill find another comment to post vents on

until later


lol i lied i feel like shit so the bitch is back for more

im pathetic
i shouldn't have started the fight
and now everyone hates me because im so pathetic


funny fucking joke

just kill me
honestly would enjoy that
that would be nice :)

im gonna leave for a while
or, im going to try to leave for a while

i can't really breathe here anymore
and i want to fucking die so that doesn't help

im horrible
i whine about problems that dont even exist
then cry about things that are my fault


why the fuck do i even bother anymore
nobody likes me that much anyways
that's the truth, as much as people deny it
im not the most hated person on earth
but im insignificant
i dont matter

i can't really keep talking anymore
so i'll just stop

im sorry
and bye

LittleMoons, March 28th, 2017, 4:17 pm     Reply

HollyTheFluffyCat, March 29th, 2017, 1:37 pm     Reply

@LittleMoons: I'm sorry. I just wanted to say what was on my mind. I'd admit, I was extremely angry making that comment before, but now I'm just crest-fallen that Eon's leaving. I hope her the best for the future. Thank you LittleMoons, and have a nice day/afternoon/night.

LittleMoons, March 29th, 2017, 2:20 pm     Reply

You, too. :3

Anonymous (Guest), March 29th, 2017, 2:43 pm     Reply

Eon isn't leaving for good.
She's just stressed and needs time to herself.
She'll return to SJ when she is ready

RioBlitzle, March 31st, 2017, 5:51 am     Reply

Realised I never cleared this up a little like I intended to, so uh
Just like Anonymous (Guest) said...

-Eon isn't gone from SJ forever, she'll come back eventually

-Unfortunately, this IS the end of TEA, she's definitely not coming back to this

-I have regained contact with her, and so have a couple of her other friends. I've been talking to her for a while since this.

-She still intends to help out with a little multi-author project a couple of people are working on. No, you're not permitted to join, it's a close-friends thing. I'm not revealing any info on it yet. We're still in the planning process.

-She's still working on stuff! Just not TEA stuff.

-Don't try to stress her. She's not ready for much right now, and if she doesn't know you well I don't recommend trying to get in contact with her. Her depression HASN'T just gone away. Don't hit her up with "aww I liked tea pwease continue!!1!" messages.

Silver Eevee, March 31st, 2017, 7:01 pm     Reply

@RioBlitzle: Are you talking about Verge? Me and Eon are hosting that, but idk if she's coming back to it or not.

Midnight-fox18, March 31st, 2017, 10:57 pm     Reply

@Silver Eevee: I thought it was ATA?
Dunno what Verge is ^^"

darvingeraldhalili (Guest), April 1st, 2017, 2:16 am     Reply

Uhhhhh...what author's comment?I haven't read or checked at 2/3 weeks.Could somebody please tell me what was written.

RioBlitzle, April 1st, 2017, 3:44 am     Reply

@Silver Eevee: Nah, I'm talking about ATA.

RioBlitzle, April 1st, 2017, 3:45 am     Reply

-she's ended tea
-she hated everything she's done so far on it
-she's got depression
-she doesn't want pity

ShadowWarrior05, April 1st, 2017, 9:08 am     Reply

I'm a liitttlle late and you prob won't see this but imma just go ahead and say this:

Thank you for all you have given us. It would obviously be rude to tell you not to leave or to continue tea since this is what you wish for. So thank you for all of the time you have given us on SmackJeeves, and goodbye for if you don't come back
All I can say is that I wished I talked to you more instead of just being the quiet person I am.

Guest, April 9th, 2017, 7:12 pm     Reply

why the fuck is robbie rotten here

EeveeEon, April 9th, 2017, 7:27 pm     Reply

@Guest: n e t

Silver Eevee, April 19th, 2017, 6:15 pm     Reply

@Guest: Shut up, it's beautiful.

Silver Eevee, April 19th, 2017, 6:29 pm     Reply

@RioBlitzle: Oh, ATA. Sorry, I haven't been able to contribe much. My 3ds don't support google docs or the planning and shit.

Sylviasylveon (Guest), April 28th, 2017, 5:38 pm     Reply

Dont be sad m8 i can't read your comment but i think i know what is going on and i left for the same reason

Silversloth0506, April 29th, 2017, 9:27 am     Reply


JewelKitty01, July 25th, 2017, 6:45 pm     Reply

But oh well I hope TEA continues soon :)
And in case you were wondering, Bea is my favorite character and BeaXJack is my favorite ship. DUMB GARETH!!! YOU CANT BREAK UP THIS SHIP!!! XD

Pichu90, December 13th, 2017, 4:06 pm     Reply

Can someone tell me what happened please?

ShadowStalker1128, December 20th, 2017, 8:12 pm     Reply

HollyTheFluffyCat, December 20th, 2017, 8:57 pm     Reply

@ShadowStalker1128: oh shit you found this

h e c k

also thanks

ShadowStalker1128, December 20th, 2017, 8:59 pm     Reply

@HollyTheFluffyCat: I've said this like a bajillion times and i know i must be very annoying but I'm here for you, okay? :3

ChaosSeer, February 8th, 2018, 9:23 pm     Reply


Sky207, April 23rd, 2018, 6:58 pm     Reply

@HollyTheFluffyCat: okay i was just looking through the comments here because i was bored and i am so sorry i knew you were deppressed but i didnt know it was this bad hey i want you to know that i am here fer you and i love you

HollyTheFluffyCat, April 23rd, 2018, 7:31 pm     Reply

@Sky207: thank you

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